My Dreams, My Journey

Everyone do have some dreams for themselves, having a car maybe, a house maybe, having a small organised family maybe, having a success career maybe, to be respected maybe, pass every single of their exam with flying colour maybe, or else?

I have all of these dreams too where I had tried hard to get myself there for these dreams.

My dreams, to complete my professional studies and get recognised as professional, to be experienced, to get a good career, good offer for myself maybe, to have my own car, own house and my own little happy family, and of course to get myself travel all around the world!

I trying hard to prepare myself for all these dreams, preparing for all the battle of my journey to all these dreams.

For achieving these dreams, horrible sense of tension builds up, and I feel stuck in a place. I actually feel like it's really not right for every single second even now just after I failed my very first attempt for my CIMA exam papers terribly. No jokes! I passed none of the 3 strategic papers of CIMA I sat for! Feeling so terribly sorry to myself, my unpaid leave, my times, my supporter and encourager, especially my dad and my mum, my beloved one and friends.

Instead of getting my stuffs together and doing what I need to, I’m blogging about it! I feel like I could have a fit right now from this very moment, I could telling myself that I’ve got so much stuff to round up and get done everyday, I must keep my steps forward.